you've got the essence, dear.

MUSIC: THE ARCADE FIRE - BRAZIL

I've been growing increasingly obsessed with "Dress Up In You". I think every two weeks I find a new Belle and Sebastian song to get obsessed about. I've been listening to them OBSESSIVELY for almost 5 years now, and I keep finding songs that I've listened to a billion times, but never really listened to. I love finding new Belle and Sebastian songs to obsess over, it really makes me gleeful.

By the way, I thought I'd take some time to talk about my boyfriend. I know it seems really mushy and dumb to write in your blog about someone you're dating, but I don't really give a shit. I am completely enamoured. Every day, Ryan finds something to do to make me feel so unbelievably special, and he goes out of his way to do extremely nice things for me. Wow, I mean, what boyfriend drives all the way across the city to drive you home from a friend's house because you feel sick and your parents aren't home? What boyfriend drives all the way from bloody Okotoks to calm you down from a panic attack? Ryan is an amazing boyfriend and he's amazingly respectful of me. I cannot even begin to talk about how amazingly grateful I am to have such a boyfriend. He's considerate and he's always here for me when I get scared or worried or need to talk. He's always so nice and understanding if I screw up, and Ryan's really just the most pleasent person to be around. He's good with my family, my dog loves him. *grin* I really have the perfect boyfriend, and I'm just so lucky. He's also really good looking, and with good looks and so many amazing personality traits, I really find myself more and more attracted to him every day.

Aw, Nicole's right. We need a fandom. :D